25/5/2012
I feel so sick and shit :(
23/5/2012
My friend told me about her self harm and bulimia the other day, I didn’t know how to react.
She said I wouldn’t understand, but I do. And I wish I could tell her that I know what it’s like.
I want to be there for her. I wish she knew what a beautiful person she is in my eyes.
People talk about self harm so freely and even joke about it, they also always kid to me about cutting.
I hate it so much, I have only hurt myself on 3 occasions but they were the worst moments of my life, I was in such a dark lonely place and the fact that people kid about this makes me sick. Because there are people out there with such serious issues.
12/05/2012
Things are getting so much better so so much better.
I’m becoming so much closer to my friends, and making so many new ones. My family is closer than ever. My eating habits are better. I’m working and I’m making money. My school work is improving so much.
I guess the statement ‘it gets better’ is right.
Hopefully if things go downhill, it won’t be too bad.
(Source: butterfliesandsadtimes)
10/05/2012
Ive always been there for you when nobody else was. I would cancel my plans and go out of my way just to make you happy.
Clearly that didn’t mean anything to you because now you’re just pushing me away and I don’t even know why I bother trying to save our friendship.
8/5/2012
I hate it when my parents get angry if me and my sister ‘fight’ we don’t even fight we argue for like a minute then when it’s over we don’t give a shit about what we were fighting about.
On the other hand they can fight with each other and drive me to suicidal thoughts and harming myself.
But you know a harmless quarrel that last two minutes which doesn’t affect anyone is absolutely terrible.
